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♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Sometimes I jus envy with other families...
They can go out together as a family can spend time together
Lyk going on vacation together or even shopping together....
But for me, I can't ..
Hiaz :(
Sometimes I really feel lyk crying but I kept it
But seriously, Why must all those unhappy things happen to me?
I jus wanted to spend my life happily until I die
But why mus things happen at the wrong time,wrong place,wrong person?
Seriously, sometimes I really feel lyk ending my life
Coz its lyk no meaning staying on...
I lost my interest in studying, but.........
I jus dunnoe why ...
Hiaz ....
I really thanks my friends for cheering me up sometimes
But sometimes I didn't even care to bother..
My emotions has taken over me,I let them control me instead of me controlling them....
I can be happy at this moment den the next moment,
You can see me silent and not talking anything...
Sometimes I really feel lyk giving up in everything that I'm doing

I know sometimes I'm giving empty promises to you guys
But I just control myself....
Sometimes I say this yet I do another thing ....
I know sometimes I hurt ppl in a way or another,
But I didn't want this to happen...
I just can't control myself from saying or doing...
I apologise to anybody that I broke my pormise too

Lyk what ppl say:
Outside look happy happy but inside is a broken heart that nobody knows about...
Somehow I agree with this statement...
I look happy on the outside but inside me,
I keep everything inside my heart...
I dun bother telling anybody about it
I dun wish to burden anybody or wat
I rather myself suffer den others suffering because of me
So if next time you see me sad or wat,
Just ignore me....
After awhile I'll be fine bahs ?
Hiaz ....

Have I let it go? or it is still inside my heart?
The scenes from that day,sometimes it just flashback in my mind...
Sometimes I still blame myself for not waking up earlier
But why?
I have nothing more to say le...
Hiaz ....

I think I'm a burden.

9:49 PM

♥ Saturday, December 5, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Now my mood sucks to the core...
Crying at the moment...
I jus dunnoe wat has happen to me recently...
Alot of things in my mind...
Hiaz~

Think I'll end here bahs...
Nothing much to post with this kind of mood currently....
And dun ask me why or wat...
I cant give you a answer....
Ignore me okays?
Thanks alot...

3:04 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Back to blogging...
Actually didnt want to post,coz I'm getting lazy...
But still i posted...

Ytd:
Went to play pool around 2 plus with Cheryl and Ruiwen
Den aft saw a few we noe de...
Den aft that jiu went to Cp eat abit den Ruiwen buy dog food
Aft that Cheryl and Ruiwen jiu go home
Me jiu went to ACC there find Weikang coz I nothing to do
There was super cold...
But still can tahan lor
Aft that jiu went to find Eugene at his hse there
Went to eat dinner at coffee shop
Eugene came find us...
Aft that wait Sally uncle come find us lor
Den uncle took cab send me wk and sally home
I alighted first...
Den jiu lyk that for the day lor....

Today:
Morning wake up abt 11 plus den aft that went to ave 8 there
Wanted change bus go ruiwen hse
Den saw Zarinar on 161,den jus nice she alight the bus
Asked me whether wan eat lunch with her anot
Den I say okay lor,coz very long neva eat with her le...
Ate chicken rice~
*skipped*
Aft that went to Ruiwen hse play mahjong
Quite funny lah...
I abt 5.15pm lyk that go off.
Went to Hougang interchange find my dad
Took bus 89 went to Ehub
Den played the explorer kid with my aunt kids
Quite fun lah,sweat lyk carzy coz run here and there
Haha~
Went to eat at a korea resturant
The pasta super nice! Nxt time go eat again,got student price lor...
Den went to the fairprice there buy stuff
Bus-ed home on 89 den changed bus 88 at sch there de busstop
Reached home abt almost 11pm? Not sure timing...
Jiu on com lor,nothing to do also....
Hiaz~
Changed my blog de song den now blogging
Sian~~~!!!!!!

Think I should end my post here bahs :)
Nothing to post le...
Byes *waves*

If there's fate,we will be together
If there's none,den jiu too bad bahs....

11:33 PM

♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Heys ppl!
Back to posting for today programme!

Afternoon went to Hougang Plaza there eat with my father
Den went to Hougang Interchange meet Ruiwen
Went with her to Hougang Plaza there de 7-11 buy drink before go up
Den Ruiwen bought mashed potato and drink
Den we went up lor,den see the sign say cannot outside food and drink
Den me wait Ruiwen eat finish den go in together lor...
While waiting den I see the lift coming up den i told her scaly Junwen inside
Den he really inside the lift,Haha~
Asked his to go in book table first coz scared alot of ppl
Book le den aft that saw alot of ppl know de ...
Den aft that me and Junwen play first coz Ruiwen dun wan play yet
Warm up abit coz few days neva play
Den aft that jiu quite okay lah...
Got one round I continuous go in 4-5 balls
Den super fun lor!
Aft that Cheow heng came...
Play 2 vs 2, super de funny!
I keep fake sneeze den aft that they two always cannot go in...
They say dun fake sneeze lah,den I stop lor...
Den I change hit table,they also neva go in...
Den they say dun do anything lah...
Haha~
Den Junwen play the ball keep bounced den aft that
Almost hit until CH de *Erherm*,den super funny lor!
Aft that super funny lor de lor!
The total amt for the pool game is $31.50,quite okay lah
Played for lyk 3hrs? So it was quite okay lah....
I lyk playing with them lor,super de fun! Nxt time go play again!
Haha~

Time to see photos for today! Haha!
The photo not in sequence de hor! Haha~

The game finish le, left white ball

Ruiwen hitting the ball

same as previous picture

Ruiwen's turn to hit the ball (JW there stoning?)

Aiming the ball (Also another Pro de)

Finally JW's turn to hit the ball (Pro de lor!)

The game

Ruiwen's turn

Slacking

Junwen's turn

Ruiwen's turn (jus nice nxt table also same position as ruiwen)
Haha xD

Tmr got x3Babx family de outing!

Maybe going play pool again!

Yeahs~!

Nice one sia!

Pool Rocks!

Haha :)

12:07 AM