I changed blogskin le...
Give comments eh?
Some of the words big while some so small...
Dunnoe how to change leh...
Nvm,wait till I find another one bahs
Haha~

Today went to sch in the morning to redo some certificate
Den aft that met Jonathan at office den went to Cheow heng's hse
They played PS2 den me watch them play
They played the NBA den was super funny,keep foul den keep dunnoe how to shoot the ball in
Den at there,me keep sneeze non-stop...
Idk why?
Haha,nvm,I'm still alright
Den aft they play finish we went to play pool
Was super fun lor!
I today play quite well lah...
Haha~
We played for $16.40
Okay lah,not that expensive,but alot of ppl playing today
Waited for awhile for table...
Den I keep playing with Jonathan
Cool sia,nxt time play more le
Haha~
Went home aft that...
Miss-ed the first 325,den waited for the nxt one
CH de bus come den he went up lor...
*skipped*
Waited for awhile for nxt bus
Bus-ed home lor...
Reached home,nobody at home,only me...
Hiaz~
Sometimes I really felt lonely
But what can I do?
Nobody at home also,go out also sian...
Hiaz....
Xi guan le bah?
Sadded :(

Shall not talk that much le...
Haha~
Blog nxt time!
Tatas~!





Never say Never
For Always & Forever

Guess wat?
I'm still awake at this time!
Its already 2.36am in the morning and I'm still awake...
I think most of the ppl is already slping le bahs
Haha :)
Unlike me, I jus finish my audi den now blogging lor...
Sians sia

Today morning went to airport send Zarinar and Yiqing
Meet with the 2 Rdms at econ den went to take bus
Kalinda wear until very chio wor! Hahas~!
(forget take full body pic)
Send them in the departure hall le den went to viewing mall see them
Den ate our lunch at airport
*Ms Lim treat wor! Thanks! :)*
Me Kalinda and Samantha went to Orchard there walk walk lor
After that went home to take church things
Met Zhenyu at Hougang Interchange
Reach there abt 5.45pm, was super late!
The whole service ended abt 6.40pm
Went to Cp find ruiwen den ate dinner with Jonathan and Cheow Heng
Went to metro buy things...
Me bought new shoe! Hehe :P
So happy that I bought new shoe!
After that said bye bye to Jonathan they all coz they went home
Den I went to find Ruiwen den we take bus together go home...

On the bus super dulan with some malay/indian guy
He keep kick and knock on our seat
Very Irritating lor!
Aft that I alight den I look up diao him
Freak sia him!
Went home den wash up and stuff
Called Jonathan to help his Cafe world
Den Ruiwen chatted on the phone until 1plus
Aft that kup phone,sms abit den she neva reply liao...
Haha~ Maybe she slp le bahs :)
Everybody's tired eh?
Rest well ppl! Dun over work wor =P

Nothing to post le...
At least got update better den dead blog, Haha~
I think I going crazy soon le lor...
My father has been asking me the same thing over and over and over again on
how to use the remote control for the speaker...
Going crazy soon lor,ask and ask the same thing, Haiz x.x
WTH sia! Ah~!

Swa le lah...
Think I go slp le,tmr still got tuition at 6.30pm
Den still haven finish homework yet!
Sians ~.~
I shall stop here le...
Byes~ nxt time den update wor!

Guess wat ppl?
I'm not using sch com to blog...
Haha,waiting for Midsean to come den can do the certificate
While waiting we use the com for PERSONAL use!

He's here already.
Ned start doing liao...
Post again soon bahs

Nothing much for today lah
Den ltr got tuition at 4.30pm...
Sians~
Still haven do finish homework yet lor...
Idk wat to do liao lor...
Sadded :(
Hiaz....

Gtg le ppl!
Cya nxt time~
*short post for today*

I think I have change le bahs...
I'm not the old OngTing le bahs...
I think I am not the one that I am suppose to be bahs...
Choices that I have made are all wrong...
What can I do?
I think I die better bahs,
NO Worries, NO Anything!
Everything will be fine...
Thats what I say to myself everyday but it never happened...
Me and myself does not qualify what is wanted in this world...
I AM SO USELESS!!!!
WHAT I DO ONLY MAKE PEOPLE SAD AND WORRY FOR ME!
I MIGHT AS WELL END MY LIFE DEN EVERYBODY WILL BE FINE
THE WORLD HAVE ME OR DON'T HAVE ME ALSO NO DIFFERENCE
MY PRESENCE IS NOT IMPORTANT ON THIS WORLD
I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE!
WHAT I DO IS ALWAYS WRONG!
I AM A IDIOT WHO ALWAYS MAKE PEOPLE SAD AND STUFF...
I AM SO STUPID AND SO USELESS!!!!
WHY MUST THINGS HAPPEN LIKE THIS?

And I want to apologise to Jonathan:
I know that I have broke my pormise to you
You can don't talk to me or wat
Its all my fault for making you so angry
I think there's nothing I can do to make this up to you
I have let you down...
I'M SO SORRY!


Not in the mood right now...
I guess I'll just end here bahs...
If I continue anymore,I think I will not stop crying...

I'm so sad rite now....
Why am I always talking the wrong things?
Why am I always the one that make ppl angry?
Am I a curse?
Serious I can't take it anymore...
Until when den can I stop crying coz of this things?
I really wanna stop!
I jus want to live my life the way that I wanted
Why can't it jus be that way?
Why must it always go the other way?
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!
I wish I can die earlier den jiu no ned fan liao!
Must it always be me?
I Hate It!!!!
I Hate It!!!!
Go die suan le lah!
No ned care all this things le
Choices that I made are all wrong
What am I suppose to do?

High expectations from ppl
I don't even think I'm even suitable to stay in Express
I Sucks sia!
I Hate MYSELF!!!!
Useless girl which can do nothing!
All she know is make ppl angry or sad what else can she do...
She is so useless sia!!!
SHE HATE HERSELF!!!

Why must things go so difficult on me?
Sometimes I jus wonder whether this is my life?
I just wan everything to go smoothly but why its just can't
Seriously,I HATE THIS LIFE!!!
This Life Sucks!!!

Heys ppl!
Back to posting...

Abt ytd:
Ytd got the results...
I'm staying in Express Stream nxt year!
Yeahs~!
But somehow,I'm only happy lyk ytd...

When today I woke up,
I dun even feel happy...
I jus dunnoe why
I think I'm not ji ge in express?
I think I cant catch up with the others...
I'm scared that I may fail my 'O' level
I think my results are not that good after all...
Should I suggest to drop to NA?
I dunnoe lah!!!
Super fan sia...
Even though I'm in express,I dunnoe y I jus feel weird...
Hiaz....

Den today whole day in sch help in Mrs Ang's farewell stuff
Took photos and videos...
Until me now very tired,den my leg very pain also
Dn me now at home do nothing,so blog lor...

Bored!!!!
Haha~!
No show to watch also lor...
So boring~!


Think thats all for the post bah,also nothing much to post
Byes peepos!!!





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